Friday, August 15, 2008

Sad News

So today was my first doctors appointment for my 10 week check-up. When Dr. Craig did my ultra-sound the baby measured only 8 weeks and had no heartbeat. She said that I had mis-carried probably about 2 weeks ago. We could even see the little baby in the ultrasound. I still can't believe it, I feel like someone needs to pinch me and wake me up from a bad dream or more like a nightmare. This is one of the hardest things I think I have ever had to deal with. I just keeping telling myself that sitting around crying and being sad isn't going to change anything. I am just trying to be positive and think that it probably happened for a reason.

12 comments:

Gingersnaps said...

Oh Keesha, that is horrible news . . . i'm so sorry! I will be thinking about you, and praying for your next little one ;) That is right, everything does happen for a reason, but sometimes thats just too hard to understand at time like this . . it will take time, but everything will turn out! But, for now, take care of yourself! (((hugs!)))

Dave and Melissa said...

Keesh,
I'm so very sorry. I'm sending warm thoughts your way.
Love you,
Melissa

Unknown said...

Oh my gosh i feel like i need to be calling you instead of leaving you a message! My heart is breaking for you right now. You defiently are in my prayers. You will get to meet this little person one day! Lots of love:)Jalane

Rachel said...

Keesha,
I'm so sorry that you are going through this...please let me know if I can do anything. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. Take care!

Nikki said...

Keesh, I am so sorry! I can't even imagine what it's like. If I can do anything for you please let me know! I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!
Love, Nikki

Tammylulu said...

Dear Keesha,
This is Tammy Stott in your ward (even though its says Tally). I saw your blog off of Rachel's. I am so sorry. I have had one before, too and I know it must be very difficult for you. Let me know if you need anything. You and your family are in my prayers. Take care of yourself.

Whitney Blake said...

Keesha, I am so sorry. I know nothing you hear right now is helping but know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Amy said...

Keesha- I am so sorry. Sending big hugs your way!!

Cassie said...

Keesha- I truly know what you are going through! I have lost 4 pregnancies throughout my history of trying to concieve. my last one was just a few months ago. If there was anything I learned from them it was every single time when I look back at the timing of those pregnancies, it would have been horrible because of some of the other things I would have had to deal with at the same time I would have been having a baby! I am so sorry for you because I know the emotions you are going through. I am thinking about you, hope you feel better soon-easier said than done-I know! Take care of yourself!

Angie said...

Keesha, I feel just so sick for you. I know exactly how your feeling and I know nothing anyone can say or do helps, but just know it isn't anything you did or could've prevented. If you need anything, please let me know. We'll be thinking of you guys!
Angie

Jami & Boys said...

i just read your news now -- i'm so sorry! isn't it comforting to at least know that if we live righteously we will get a chance to raise these lil' ones? love you lots and wish i could give you a big hug!

Ange said...

Girl - I was just blog hopping around and read this right now. I'm sad to hear this - {hugs} to you!